job interview

i miss my mates.

it's been so hard to get a new job searching all by yourself.

dear dad, now i get what u mean by hunting a job indepedantly.

i'm gonna try my very best to get this job dad.

hope. everything gonna be alright soon.

anyway i love u sweetheart. been 5 months together. and i'm glad we're still cheerful. =]

hearts u sweetheart. =]

Leaving the School

leaving the school.
for my siblings future.
hoping less depression

dad getting old
getting sick
but don't wish to make him sad
instead i wanna make him proud but maybe
not now.
I NEED YOU TO UNDERSTAND OUR FAMILY SITUATION

mom age-ing
lively
followed by
depression
doing chores ALONE.
BEST MUM EVER BUT STILL NEED TO BE FIRM WITH DAD
Sis Ayue
been busy hunting for job
reckless
love to use other people's stuff without asking first.
as so when i wanna go to school  my shoe will go missing.
and how am i goona go to school
told her to get her own shoe when she get her $
QUICK GET A JOB I CAN'T BARE ANY FEE OF YOURS

Bro Mat
always hang out
told him to get a part-time job
why kids nowdays so sturbborn
you know u want to use a phone but at least can u pay the phone bill by yourself?
tak malu is it asking your folks to pay for you?
QUICK GET A JOB. I CAN'T BEAR YOUR EXPENSES

Sis Eida
why you like to treat our family so snobbish
is it because of your friends influent?
why are you so lazy at home
using your fingers 24/7 on PSP?
HELP MUM WHEN SHE NEED
Sis Qrisqa
do you know that your cca helps you alot during your future?.
well at least you have a testimonial.
quit lazying around too
GET YOURSELF A CCA

Bro Aman
You know it's your PSLE year
yet again and again 24/7 on PSP
quit lazying around
you're gonna be a guy soon
quit being so pampered.
I HOPE IT'S NOT TO LATE TO STUDY

Lil Sis Aina
quit getting yourself pampered
learn hard on your study.
your the most lucky sibling coz most of the time u get what you want
you're good and selfish at times
im not treating u like a young person
but u need to have interest to study.
GET RID OF YOUR SELFISHNESS

dear sweetheart i began to feel that you're part of my family. thanks for the advice that you've gave us.


dear ALLAH, hope YOU'll forgive us. thanks for the returns that YOU've gave us and we appreciate it alot.

♥

Done with one project!..
yet to meet the admin staff now..
so leceh~~

erm. i miss fazdli vidic.
and vidic figuring at his place.

miss smelling him
miss hugging him
miss kissing him
miss...
gosh~~
hani u're fasting right now..
tsk3!!

meet u at 1500hr at my school!!
can't wait! love you sweetheart..

btw my friends too excited for raya.
been listening raya songs since morning.
*TUTUP TELINGA*
they're just simply irritating. hehe.
naughty2 them.

screwed up!

people don't like to be force!
FULLSTOP!!

SACK me
PUNCH me
BOX me
KICK me
STRANGLE me
KILL me

all u care are REPUTATION
all u care are being GOOD EXAMPLES
ALWAYS U not me

i'm always the bad ones amongs the seven.
NEVER MAKE U PROUD!

not me
not me
not me

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>die-ing soon<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<

what a weekend to spend

right ankle sprained.


2 weeks light duty but 1 day mc. i'm like hurh one day only?


exams getting near yet im not even at revising mode..


shaggggsss..




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2nd monthsary with sweetheart today.
catching  a movie - streetdance.
before the show start i wanna get 2 pocky of strawberry flavour. haha.


after that no plan..




mummy and few more going to pasir ris park for 3 days, fri to sun.
sadly, i've to work!! tmr morning for 10 hours.. haiz..


but on sunday, morning gonna watch him playing soccer, then afternoon to majlis cukur rambut. evening meeting hudah. and at night. my love is for u sweetheart!


 

dear sweetheart,


 will you by my side tonight?


love hani.

Sweethearts

hey there readers.

haha. krekre.

been busy dating with him

~check outs~

call him vidic - 15.

a nike sponsored sportman. (like Real)

an obviously a FAN of MAN U.

McD is he's favourite junk restaurant. (trust me sooner later i'll get sick of it)

my SWEETHEART. psst not my bf (hani's angel - naughty naughty)

my bf is my sweetheart la.

one thing for sure when he look at me his always lost.

y mustn't it be "you took my breathe away"

haiya.

oh yes, ehem.

one thing which i think he can't stop saying is i look like Zee Avi from certain angle.

Zee Avi & Me

just because our haircut almost the same, except mine i've too say exceptionally sweeter.

hahaha.. hey come on. u have to feel good about yourself u know. krekre..

not so same. FULLSTOP.

ABOUT MYSELF?

 gosh, im great.

just need to catch up with few late assignment!

i got to admit. i've been very naughty last school semester.

for sure a debar letter awaiting for me..

ain't complaining.

deserve it from the start.

now studying at CCK ITE.

hate the travel timing.

how can i say the place is cramp with students?.

andeiyoh~~ headaches.

sorry for the late update.

in fact i was too lazy to update.

shall update it sooner or later.

yet to catch my eherm morning shower at 2004hr.

*what's gonna happen to u hani!! back UP lazy butt*

haha. I feel great being beside him.. ouh vidic u're my sweetheart.

krekre.

love ya.

meeting ♥ now!

take care readers. ♥

after broke up, someone else get to know.
i know its life. like people said, life have to move.
got in touch with my colleague back.
been a nice guy.

only that he loves kitten too much..
he's not softy or what
he's just friendly.

kinda less in touch with him after attached. knowing the fact that im single right now.
he's making his move to get closer with me.
fetching me after work.
puffing with him.
Chatting with him.
belai2 kittens.
drinking cocktails. woah..

i know it's kinda fast. that's y im slowing things down.
haiya. im hungry.
need to cook something.
toodles. take care readers.

i respect urs

woah. kinda on the market now.
hate people starring at me for no reason.
especially during working hours.
they tend to exchange numbers with me by purchasing stuff at my workplace.
so when i need to take their cash, for sure they'll give a small piece of paper hid between the folded note.
and before they leave. they'll give a hand call - hand sign.
OK. im not saying way CHIO BOO but i think im just a normal lady.

so what i did was, put the paper aside n accidentally forgot about their numbers because my work is forever can't be done.

after he ended our relationship due to his ego-ist behaviour.
i must say it's kinda silly yet i can't tahan.
on the second thing, im not his wife. so y must he say some people are just too perfect to accept a mistake.
i fight for my rights and eventually its my right.
its a good thing we din have to get physically bruised.
lucky enough.
somehow i think i can't tahan with his EGO, too much for me..

btw let's not talk about him. i wanna talk about today!

i had huge fun! and i mean it.
during SW aka P.E. we played soccer!..
gerek!!

i did heading, blocking, kicking, throwing, passing and lotsa more.
HUGELY HAPPY!!
but did get to do corner kick.
what makes more interesting?. playing soccer with SW teacher.
awesome guys!! he compliment me saying i play soccer with violence.
i like his comment..
played all out. no wander he say such things.

but looking at my bruise leg, wah SAKIT SEY!!
and not forgetting part of my toe nail came off.

din cried! yeay im strong!..
im starting to like defense position and partly maybe because of my size does really suit me.

wee!! im still on soccer fever. my KOKO gave me MAN U pencil case set. cool or what..
great.

ANYWAY before i end my post, HUDAH I WANNA MEET U FOR A BOWLING GAME.
perhaps next week with one of my MAN U freak friend.

=] love u hudah!

happy birthday NEQ

hey guys, me here back to normally couple status..
kinda happy but somehow not satisfy.

had double date with hudah. now wanna double date with wan and his gf.

im hoping for fish foot therapy.

and makan at al-azhar.

erm.. having bad bad flu..
is not a great thing.
sneezing till blood came out.
kinda scared though.

but no worries. have to survive this lately hotty weather season.

ouh yeah. HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY NEQ!

may u look round like ur floor-'ball'

hehe.

stay happy. cheers from me.

and I'VE CUT DOWN my puffings yeay!!

but instead keep on gaining weight which im not gonna liking it.

love hani..

down down down

it's been almost 5 months and u're start to act strange.
just because we've been busy either with work and holidays

more or less my feelings for u still the same.
but.. Im not sure how about u.

Don't leave me with the silence of the ocean please.

U know i've been patient with ur irritating behaviour.

It's kinda start to frighten me when u said
"Duno. Been Having This Feeling For A While. If U Can See, We Are Not Like Last Time Anymore."

u said we don't look like others but why must u compare them?
u wanted to go for ur holiday with ur guys and i dun mind cause u really wanted it so badly.
u had blast fun enjoyment holiday moments with your friends for sure. i can see after u're return.

NOW U CAME BACK WITH A DIFFERENT PERSON.

my feelings remains the same.

understanding ups and downs, there's always a room for improvement as u said.
i've been missing u more than myself. yes, i admit.
i've not been taking care of my health, trying to get thru u.

u know im the type who doesn't like to plan or plan well.
like u said follow the flow.
Now look whats happening?

U'RE KEEPING ALL TO URSELF!

can't u at least share with me?

it's getting frustrated when i keep thinking about this.
coz when i texted u, u seems to no longer care much.

im not saying i miss the old u.

IM MISS BEING BY UR SIDE

down

I NEED YOU TO SAY SOMETHING.

NOT SILENT TREATMENT.

GONG XI FA CAI

up bright to shine another day, went out on 2nd LNY. bf made a date so i just went out with him.

bought movie tixs about 15:35hr for him coz he was late. Way long Q. kinda pissed off abit.

in such situation i dun mind if the girl is late but guy late = no gentlemen.

wanted to watch percy jackson, just wanna do some rating for this. 3 popcorns. ok2 but still i dun like the ending story. And the Queue = to dun mention it

was hungry coz i was from bed. doll-ed up then met him.

found a place at the banquet and what, order food n badok~~ (eat / makan)

i purposely eat slowly coz our movie start at 21:35 hr ? selling fast and sold out or what?.. at 18:15 hr movie selling so fast. too fast yet me myself too slow. gahh~~ becoming like panda also. face getting rounder body is already out of shape. yeah. good think i still have my average height!

Went NTU take some cool effects and lovely scenery pictures. nice nice. i love~~ 

( please see my facebook for more pictures)

my tigress hair

i like this photo!!

c, getting rounder like panda -__-"

finally a latest pic from us

cool bakground

alamak can c my mole!

yep i tip toed 

his capturing moments

2n capturing moments

eh looks like there's an ah moi one the bridge

last pic for the day

after mahgrib went to my aunt place to so called celerate CNY at aunts place together with him. Watched SANTAU. better than CONGKAK and JANGAN PANDANG BELAKANG. really2 great. halfway thru not forgetting our movie. yeah. around 20:40hr off to JP not forgetting my aunt gaves us two canned drinks of coke?. haha. grabbed it and said thanks to each other. received my ANG BAO~ hehe but how are we gonna bring in to the movie.

din bring our bags? so while waiting for bus i drank it to my thirst, what? i was thirsty layan kan my shooting star bf when he starts to open his mouth.

bus came, grabbed some sweet and salted popcorn with drinks cum with one bitter chocolate which he doesn't takes. lucky me. ate it all. yum2. end of the show XOXO and said byebye to him coz he din bring along his darling coz actually we dun want to get home late coz he have test the day after. end up late so we head home fast. dated with KC then off to bed.

the following day went to school 6 hours late missing two lessons. Came late and there's test going on for my combine class. Im like WTH? no one tell me about the theory test going on. totally blank. not fair hard questions on section A. i dun like! update my CCA points and off to canteen's washroom to change my shirt.

Saw HUDz and Lisa from ITE Simei. they came down to lepak but sadly i was kinda rush. sorry hudz and lisa and zaid too~~.. i know u guys had some plan somewhere. but sadly i've to work.

rushed to west bowl coz i somehow said i'll give her found pen and meet bf. i kept on saying im late for work coz it was like 1645hr already!! my work starts at 1700hr. lucky thing he brought his darling. together take his darling to my workplace. said thank you and sorry coz din have much time to spent. he ride way too fast till i almost wanna bite him from his back.

reach at the workplace 1659hr. lucky or what. good thing we're safe. few mminutes later he texted me he's at his workplace.

Today is an off day for me!! planing to JOG during my SW lesson!!..

may the semangat be with me! good luck guys for the exam. haiya raining~.. how to go to school! ishh~~~~

fitsy bitsy

avro guys, been away for awhile not blogging.

didn't went to school today.

bad bad girl.

in fact getting naughtier. tsk.

boyfriend ditched me to send his sayang to hospital today. Spark need to service.

anyway, wanna get rid of sad2 feelings today.

wanna pump up by meeting ms RIZAL today hehe.

oh yeah. not forgetting.

i have tuckball match at sentosa. kinda excited but im from work sey.

alright let me plan it here.

0700 hr - dash to another store. take a quick shower

0730 hr - dash to catch train to habourfront.

0815 hr - meeting at bus stand 963

1800 hr - officially event end and make quick call to bf (wanna ask him to fetch me as i have'nt take my nap the night before)

1900 hr - hopefully by this timing i'll be home sleeping.

2300 hr - time for work!hehe.

to my childhood friend sakina, i'm sorry im unable to attend to ur engagement, i feel the honour of u personally invite me, but i lost the address that u've given me and at the moment i change phone with bro as my LG phone got fatten. gahh! deeply sorry.

i still love u. ok sound kinda wrong but nvm. haha.

oops. wanna meet hudah! now she's calling my phone. -__-*

c how dilly dally i am..

naughty naughty!

there's up and down to make myself stronger.

RATS ALL OVER THE DRAIN BEEN CHANGING THEIR BEHAVOUIR.

i seriously feel like working non stop.
i don't understand why it has to turn out like this
seriously, im just sad.

She maybe a new person at the moment, just because i didn't get to spend time more with them doesn't mean im good for nothing.
had given them time yet now they think Im being too friendly. i don't want to mention it.
how could i wish things go back to normal.

dad's been lecturing me regarding on laptop.
but im the one who's able to fix it.
yet he still wanna keep it away after im blogging this.

mom been sicked, and me as the eldest sister had to replace her.
Only He knows how i feel, mentally and physically.

deep down i feel weak and sad.
im just not sure how to share it things out.
come on, everyone learn something new everyday.

maybe for now, i'll just keep things to me.
keeping problems to myself till it
eat myself

For now, i just want to keep things to myself.
Im not asking for sympathy but i just need YOU to wake up.
Without the old you, you won't be this far.


not forgetting,
loving nichan's bf is a great thing.

SO HANI HEAD UP, this time round you just need to get yourself some adjustment for a new year.

i feel like hugging BF.. =[

bolster!!

mom

threw

away

my

bolster~~