fitsy bitsy

avro guys, been away for awhile not blogging.

didn't went to school today.

bad bad girl.

in fact getting naughtier. tsk.

boyfriend ditched me to send his sayang to hospital today. Spark need to service.

anyway, wanna get rid of sad2 feelings today.

wanna pump up by meeting ms RIZAL today hehe.

oh yeah. not forgetting.

i have tuckball match at sentosa. kinda excited but im from work sey.

alright let me plan it here.

0700 hr - dash to another store. take a quick shower

0730 hr - dash to catch train to habourfront.

0815 hr - meeting at bus stand 963

1800 hr - officially event end and make quick call to bf (wanna ask him to fetch me as i have'nt take my nap the night before)

1900 hr - hopefully by this timing i'll be home sleeping.

2300 hr - time for work!hehe.

to my childhood friend sakina, i'm sorry im unable to attend to ur engagement, i feel the honour of u personally invite me, but i lost the address that u've given me and at the moment i change phone with bro as my LG phone got fatten. gahh! deeply sorry.

i still love u. ok sound kinda wrong but nvm. haha.

oops. wanna meet hudah! now she's calling my phone. -__-*

c how dilly dally i am..

naughty naughty!

there's up and down to make myself stronger.

RATS ALL OVER THE DRAIN BEEN CHANGING THEIR BEHAVOUIR.

i seriously feel like working non stop.
i don't understand why it has to turn out like this
seriously, im just sad.

She maybe a new person at the moment, just because i didn't get to spend time more with them doesn't mean im good for nothing.
had given them time yet now they think Im being too friendly. i don't want to mention it.
how could i wish things go back to normal.

dad's been lecturing me regarding on laptop.
but im the one who's able to fix it.
yet he still wanna keep it away after im blogging this.

mom been sicked, and me as the eldest sister had to replace her.
Only He knows how i feel, mentally and physically.

deep down i feel weak and sad.
im just not sure how to share it things out.
come on, everyone learn something new everyday.

maybe for now, i'll just keep things to me.
keeping problems to myself till it
eat myself

For now, i just want to keep things to myself.
Im not asking for sympathy but i just need YOU to wake up.
Without the old you, you won't be this far.


not forgetting,
loving nichan's bf is a great thing.

SO HANI HEAD UP, this time round you just need to get yourself some adjustment for a new year.

i feel like hugging BF.. =[

bolster!!

mom

threw

away

my

bolster~~